Preparing

I just finished stitching up some rather grievous injuries, and we're on lockdown?

I have no idea if I have enough supplies here.  We've been somewhat taxed lately.  I hope I have enough.

I wish I could call Jackie.  I just...I know, things have gone well, so far.  I know nothing has catastrophically failed.  But, I have a very real feeling that my skills are soon going to be taxed to their limit, and I don't really know what to do.

I just feel stress creeping into me.  I'm afraid I'll crack again, like I did after...after my first major failure.

...I can't dwell on that.  I have to stay firm.  Hopefully, these people won't need me, but if they do, I'll be ready.